Anger and violence is all around me
Sometimes it’s really hard to find peace
Living life in jail and out people act tough
They actin’ up till they see the heat
Round after round shells lay at they feet
Funerals a lot of days weeping and aching pain
Some people joke around laughing and playing games
Till they actually get a hot one and feel my pain
Lost my mom in sixth grade got hookin’ groups, soon caught up in gangs
The pain inside is like never ending rain
It’s hard dealing with deaths, I couldn’t even rest
Kinda hate to deal with this **** even at my best
Past feelings keep coming left and right
Goin’ to the studio to clear my mind
The life I live is full of crime
Heffas around me always talkin’ mess
But they can’t be talkin’ when they don’t own a dime
Always tryin’ a fight but they infant minded
So I don’t waste my time