Help, I’ve Fallen

Help me, I’ve fallen so low in this life

People stay telling me, “You gotta do better”

But my mind is telling me no

I’ve tried to take my life

To escape this one

But I failed as I do in everything else

Where do I go from here?

They have given me numerous chances

They’ve made my path clear

Yet still my mind is hazy

I’m ignoring people, ignoring myself

She asked me, “Do you even know yourself?”

Truthfully, I don’t.

I gotta sit and think, who was I

Before all this $%^& happened?

I’m in a bad place right now

But there is some light

A friend told me to seek it

Now all I gotta do is believe I can reach it