Life is crazy

How people die

And they stay inside your head

As a memory

And it just hurts

And you just feel as if everything inside your body

Just crumbles

As if you have nobody

But you realize that you’re lucky

Because you have that one person that helps you recognize

That everything is okay

They’re your shoulder to cry on

Your ledge to lean on

Your everything in that moment

Where you feel as if you’ve lost any and everything

That person that I lost was my rock, my mom . . .

Actually, my grandma

And that great person who was there for me through it all and helped me up through it all

Was my boyfriend, my best friend