Paralyzed

You have no idea

What it feels like to be paralyzed

Wishing you could see the perspective

Through someone else’s eyes

Still trying to realize

But can never truly understand to recognize

Trying and trying to survive

But the hunger consumes the inside

Feeling like you should put up a disguise

To hide from the world outside

Skinnier and skinner by day

Still drifting emotionally away

Trying to escape from the international disease

Trying not to be deceased