Somewhere

If I could fly, I would go somewhere sunny with lots of trees and nice clean water and clean sand. If I could fly, I would be alone and think about all the things I have done in life and how I can better myself. Sometimes I feel like I will never get out of the life I’ve been living. I feel like I never will change my ways but I guess that time will come when I’m ready to do better and change my lifestyle.

I feel like you have to want to change to change but if you are forced to change it will not work. I feel like I am being forced to change when I’m not ready to and I feel like it’s not fair sometimes. I feel like I’m ready but then again I’m not, so it’s kind of hard for me. I just can’t make up my mind.